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I'm Laura/17/dead

One of the worst things or the best that have happened to me is change. It could either be the best thing to ever happened in your life or be the absolute worse, to the point you reevaluate yourself as a living human. Because once you leave everything you loved behind you all you can do is miss. That feeling of emptiness and constant frustration over the tiniest things will take the best of you and take you to a state of mind that could destroy you. Most of the time I think of killing myself, because truth be told, that will end everything and I want it to end. I’m stuck in this hole that’s consuming all the light that made me the person who I am and I don’t know how to stop the fact that things will never be the same and that I’ll never find freedom or happiness once more time